January 2010
“If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together… there is...”
– winnie the pooh (:
): my mom came home early, so now i can’t go to the party. i was planning on getting drunk and shit since my friend was watching out for me like making sure i don’t do anything stupid or “let those bastards touch me” LOL well, there goes my plan.
on the bright side, i got to watch avatar (: best movie ever ♥ i wish i watched it in 3d though.
p.s. i didn’t cry today...
cunt cont.
my mom likes to tell me how my stepdad always like buying the best stuff for me and shit because she knows that i don’t like him, even though i’ve never expressed it to her.
who the fuck cares if he buys me the best stuff? am i supposed to like him for that? why can’t she see that maybe he’s just trying to buy his way to me? it’s so fucking stupid.
i don’t...
December 2009
cunt.
it’s so fucking annoying to hear from someone who showers every fucking 2 weeks to tell me that i stink when i shower every fucking day -.- he has the biggest body odor ever and EVERYONE can smell it. i have to breathe through my fucking nose everytime i’m around. that’s how bad it is. i can’t even back talk him or he’ll take away everything. and if he fucking does,...
2009
it’s already 2010 on the other side of the world LOL my friends from singapore were wishing me happy new year and stuff and i was like wtf, it’s still 2009 HERE!
ixcarrbear:
(: Well no matter what happens, don’t cry over it. I don’t really know what happened, but whatever it was, be thankful that it happened, because you learned from it. Theres always a first for everything, and its the first that hurts the most. But also be thankful you have people here for you, to patch you back up and throw you back out there. Try to look at it in the best way...
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i’m scared. i don’t want to believe you’ve changed cause everytime i do, you break my heart.
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i’m so deeply in love with you. i wish you cared enough to see it. i used to spend my nights with you, and now it’s replaced by crying myself to sleep. i wish you would just call me and tell me that it’s just all a horrible nightmare.
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ixcarrbear:
claudd3arx:
ixcarrbear:
claudd3arx:
ixcarrbear:
claudd3arx:
God, I feel so emo. I don’t ever want to feel like this ever again. I don’t think I can feel any worse than this. I wish someone can come and pick up the pieces like right now so I can get over that jerk. I can’t wait til school starts so I can stop thinking about him and start the whole moving on process.
I can’t...
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omg, i can’t believe i’ve been upset over someone who doesn’t give a fuck on how i feel. i feel so stupid now.
he put me through hell but i’m over it. i’m sick of crying. i’m sick of the sleepless nights. i’m sick of checking to see if he’s online when he’ll never be because all he cares about is himself and how he feels. i used to think...
my stepdad has a fucking log stuck up his ass or something. i hate him so much -_-
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heartbreaker - neyo
i saw this song on...
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i’m done crying. i didn’t cry today.
“He told me “Watch out for heartbreakers,
All they do is take your love &...”
– Heartbreaker.mp3 - Neyo (via ixcarrbear)
exactly what fucking happened -_-
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ixcarrbear:
claudd3arx:
ixcarrbear:
claudd3arx:
God, I feel so emo. I don’t ever want to feel like this ever again. I don’t think I can feel any worse than this. I wish someone can come and pick up the pieces like right now so I can get over that jerk. I can’t wait til school starts so I can stop thinking about him and start the whole moving on process.
I can’t believe that anyone is...
ixcarrbear:
claudd3arx:
God, I feel so emo. I don’t ever want to feel like this ever again. I don’t think I can feel any worse than this. I wish someone can come and pick up the pieces like right now so I can get over that jerk. I can’t wait til school starts so I can stop thinking about him and start the whole moving on process.
I can’t believe that anyone is capable of treating someone like...
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i wish you knew how much i love you.
i wish you knew how much you’re hurting me.
i wish you knew how much i want you.
i wish you care about me.
i wish you would show me how much you love me.
i wish you didn’t let me give up that easily.
i wish you would fight for me.
i wish you would be there for me.
i wish you would make me happy again.
i wish you would make me stop crying...
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why?
why did you make me fall in love with you, then break my heart with no explanations?
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God, I feel so emo. I don’t ever want to feel like this ever again. I don’t think I can feel any worse than this. I wish someone can come and pick up the pieces like right now so I can get over that jerk. I can’t wait til school starts so I can stop thinking about him and start the whole moving on process. I can’t believe that anyone is capable of treating someone like...
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the person i love the most refuses to fight for me. he doesn’t realize how much it hurts.
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i hate it when fuckers know that i know that they’re on msn and they insist on ignoring me. it’s so damn annoying. delete me if you don’t want me to talk to you. fucking helllllllllllllllll stupid people are so fucking annoying.
HAHAHA
me: john just said i stink. i'm surprised i didn't smart off.
lee: you may stink, but he smells like a three day old dead dog left on the side of the road in the
mid summer heat. he's a sorry worthless spineless stinking fucker.
that's my mom's best friend right dur (:
fucking cunt.
my stepdad was arguing with me how i have an “odor” on me and i need to take a bath, in respond i said, “i just took an shower an hour ago and i’ve never worn these clothes before” then he said i need to “wash my clothes better”. yeah, like i’m supposed to tell the washing machine to wash my clothes better.
my mom then asked what’s going on....
5182. i miss you so much but i'm also starting to...
(via myheartislistening)
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i'm so fucking over you.
don’t ever talk to me again.
how could you fucking possibly say that to me?
whatkatsays:
I wouldve expected something different but definitly not that. I’m still in shock from the way you said it. the tone that was in your voice, it was frightening. I never want to experience it again. is it time ? I’ve waited so long this day to have you talk to me and it ends like this. at this point I don’t know what to say or do or how to face you . I never thought you’d say...
“I am not mad at you, i just wanted you to care.”
– Facebooooook! (via l-wanting)
gooodnighhhht (:
long night.
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“If I never met you, I wouldn’t like you. If I didn’t like you, I...”
Aww! (:
Yes, my baby. this is for youuuuuuuu. :) I miss you like mad, seriously. ): why must you go back usaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. T.T As usual, i start my post with……………our history! :) I didnt like you at the start, hahaha. you probably didnt like me too, cause of xuanwen. that bitch ah…..walao. but somehow, we became friends! :D we started talking and bitchingggggggg. you...
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“No matter what you say, you’ll always assume that I’ll always be...”
– Claudia
l-wanting:
claudd3arx:
l-wanting:
I should really stop cafeworld-ing/youtube-ing and continue writing my dedication posts for people! Finished with W’s yesterday, on J’s right now. Still have Y’s to go on. ClaudiaOng, how about one for youuuuuuu. :)
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! :D
Okie! I write one for youuuuu, haha! check out my blog in a few days okay! :)
haha ok (: it better be 10...
l-wanting:
I should really stop cafeworld-ing/youtube-ing and continue writing my dedication posts for people! Finished with W’s yesterday, on J’s right now. Still have Y’s to go on. ClaudiaOng, how about one for youuuuuuu. :)
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! :D
@ claudia
whatkatsays:
awww, that’s so sweet… D:..
they should all visit me ;3
haha them plus me.
i wish :/
@whatkatsays
Claudia: kat asked me about you yesterday
LawrenceAmador: really?
LawrenceAmador: i miss her
LawrenceAmador: ):
Claudia: aha
Claudia: funny
Claudia: cause she misses you too
LawrenceAmador: i didn't know you still talked to her
Claudia: i saw her on tumblr
Claudia: and we talked a little
Claudia: haha
LawrenceAmador: oh ic.
LawrenceAmador: i miss her, i wish she lived in vancouver
LawrenceAmador: ):
Claudia: then she can be another one of your gfs?
Claudia: lmao
LawrenceAmador: no ..
LawrenceAmador: not one of my gfs
LawrenceAmador: my wife
LawrenceAmador: LOL
Claudia: LOL
Claudia: you really like her?
LawrenceAmador: yeah
LawrenceAmador: fuck
LawrenceAmador: she would've been the best one ever..
LawrenceAmador: she's so perfect in every way fuuck i regret not hooking up but.. we were both with people so .. oh well ><
Claudia: shes still with that guy lmao
LawrenceAmador: yehh
Claudia: how is she different from the others?
LawrenceAmador: there's no answer to it
@whatkatsays
l.a told me some really sweet stuff about chu ;]
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secrets i wish you knew.
1. when i say don’t call, i’m actually hoping that you would make the initiative to call.
2. i wish you would treat me like i’m the most important person to you.
3. i wish you would tell me i’m beautiful more than once a week.
4. i wish you would give me more of your attention.
“I never have a girlfriend or been in love.”
– -Jason- (via obsessionjason)
i’m pretty sure you’ll find someone one day (:
christmas present!
I got a pretty fish tank for christmas. now, i’m going to add pretty fishes in it (:
LMFAO.
LawrenceAmador: black girls
LawrenceAmador: are prety black
LawrenceAmador: ):
Claudia: LOL
Claudia: oh really?
LawrenceAmador: yeah
LawrenceAmador: sometimes i can't even see them at night anymore
LawrenceAmador: ><
LawrenceAmador: i ran into one by accident
LawrenceAmador: ):
Claudia: LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
LawrenceAmador: i didn't even know..
LawrenceAmador: i thought it was a shadow
LawrenceAmador: LOL
LawrenceAmador: not even..
Claudia: LOL
LawrenceAmador: just like.. a fucking black hole
LawrenceAmador: or some shit
Claudia: omg you just made my morning
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
damn, i’m 5 minutes late :/
@claudd3arx
whatkatsays:
claudd3arx:
whatkatsays:
claudd3arx:
whatkatsays:
HEYYYYYY i didn’t know you had a tumblr !! :)
now you do ;] saw you on obsessionjason’s tumblr haha (:
LOLLLL !! haha cool cool. how’s chuck ? and david?! still talk to them ?! LOL
Chuck’s still a dumbass. l.a’s still a dumbass too. ahaha jk i don’t know. I only talk to chuck lol You don’t talk to...
@claudd3arx
whatkatsays:
claudd3arx:
whatkatsays:
HEYYYYYY i didn’t know you had a tumblr !! :)
now you do ;] saw you on obsessionjason’s tumblr haha (:
LOLLLL !! haha cool cool. how’s chuck ? and david?! still talk to them ?! LOL
Chuck’s still a dumbass. l.a’s still a dumbass too. ahaha jk i don’t know. I only talk to chuck lol You don’t talk to l.a...
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Claudia: dumbass
Chuck: who is? o.o
Claudia: your mother?
Chuck: my moms a dumbass? o.o
Chuck: should i tell her? o.o
Claudia: sureeee
Chuck: k o.o
Chuck: brb o.o
Claudia: wait i take it back
Claudia: you're the dumbass
Chuck: oh o.o too late o.o
Claudia: what was his reaction?
Claudia: *HER
Chuck: she was mad
Chuck: she said im not allowed to talk to you anymore
Claudia: oh
Claudia: nice knowing you :D
Claudia: cya :D
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haha
Claudia: o.o
Chuck: o.o
Claudia: o.o
Chuck: o.o
Claudia: o.o
Chuck: o.O
Claudia: o.o
Chuck: O.o
Claudia: o.o
Chuck: O.O
Claudia: o.o
Chuck: o.o
Claudia: o.o
Claudia: damn
Claudia: you must be bored
Chuck: ? o.o
Claudia: o.o
Chuck: what do you mean? o.o
Claudia: you've been making faces for the past 2 hours o.o
Chuck: no i havnt o.o
Claudia: then? o.o
Chuck: i dunno what your takling about o.o
Claudia: o.o
Chuck: o.o
Claudia: o.o
Chuck: o.o
Claudia: there you go again o.o
Chuck: o.o